Meeting you again on the 19th feels so special, because without realizing it, 4 months have already passed and I am still here—standing beside the man I love with all my heart. Let me introduce him properly, his name is Hanan Giandra. For these 4 months, you have always been by my side. Giving me strength, comfort and support in every situation, whether I am feeling happy, overwhelmed or quietly sad. No matter what mood I’m in, you never leave and that means more to me than you will ever know.

You always bring good things into my life in the simplest yet most meaningful ways. I love how humorous you are, how easily you make me laugh and how our days feel lighter when we joke around with each other. I cherish every moment of your attention, even the smallest ones, because you make me feel seen and loved. You are the first person who worries when I eat late or forget to eat at all. And yes, you always scold me when that happens—but honestly, even when you do, you look so adorable in my eyes and it makes my heart smile HAHA.

Hagian-ku, thank you for being so patient with me, especially when my childish side shows up. Thank you for understanding me when I get upset just because you take a long time to reply. Even though you are busy, instead of getting angry, you always explain things to me with such gentle words, slowly calming my heart until my anger fades away. In moments like those, I realize how lucky I am to have someone as mature, caring and loving as you.

Please baby, never feel sad or think that you are not worthy of something. No matter what people say, what truly matters is that you have tried your best and kept moving forward. You have me as your girlfriend, so please never feel alone in this world. I will always be here, supporting you, believing in you and loving you in every version of yourself.

Let us continue this beautiful journey together, month after month, growing, learning and loving each other even more. Thank you for choosing me, for staying with me and for loving me so sincerely. I love you so much, Hagian. ♥︎